Happy

Well first off, I am super happy. I haven't been this happy in a long time. Second I feel bad for how I became this happy. Here is the story;
I was a carni this past summer trying to forget a lot of things that had happened to me. Well I came home two weeks before I was supposed to come home, I have no idea why I came home early what-so-ever, but yeah. My first week home, Zac, Kenny y I went to 7 peaks with a bunch of college kids. Kenny introduced me to hs coworker, Jen. Jen was really cute, that was my first impression of her, but Kenny told me that I had no chance, but I tried anyways. I figured that it was better just to be friends. Over the past semester, we hung out a few times, but as the semester progressed so did our hanging out. I started to get the feeling that I should try to date her, but alas I never did, because rigth before Christmas break another friend told me that he was interested in her. So I decided to back off y give him a chance.
Over the break she would want to talk, so we talked every now y then. Last Sunday I falt out asked her if she had feelings for my friend y all she told me is that she couldn't see herself being more than just friends with him. I then asked if she saw him the way she say me y another friend. Jen then told me that she actually saw us working out y actually dating. Well I had feeings for her, so I decided to actually give it a try. I talked to my friend that liked her y he said he was okay with the ordeal. I felt bad for doing so, but I couldn't do anything.
All I have to say is, this past week has been a blast. We've hung out about everyday y yeah. No I have not kissed her y don't see myself doing so for a while. I feel like I am on cloud nine when ever we hang out though. Do I just give my heart away to easily or yeah. Anyways, yeah. I'll keep the bloggers updated!